Something Make Believe...

Miles high in dust
Look at me I am a mess
Hand me that
I need dearly to get clean

For making me those promises
Nothing can turn wrong
Making sure there's nothing
But nothing in our way

Feel as empty as a drum
Running wild you still have me
In a state of something
That won't be done this way

Listen closely, hear it beat
Wondrous and fantastic
Stand right there and don't
You move up out of that seat

Walk with me through this
Foggy adventure we own the place
Maybe we don't have to take our time
Whatever you want I am all yours

xoXo

Picture credit: http://www.cknaus.net/art/images/Dreaming.jpg

Uhuh...Sure okay

Were you busy? I am sorry. I didn't mean to catch you at a bad time. I can just wait here until you're finished.

Done? Okay here we go.

I am 19. Single. No kids of course. Let's see, I am somewhat normal, I have ten fingers and toes, brown hair and I am about yay high. I don't go to school and I can't sing for shit. I will be the most caring friend you were ever have, but the craziest bitch you will ever meet. I can do math like a genius yet my english is that of a fourth grader. I am humble, ugly, and hyperactive. I like the rain and I despise the sun. I hardly eat but somehow I am still fat. Enough about me, lets talk about the weather.

Are we done? Thank you. Goodbye.

Burst of Thought, Where Do I Put It?

Ever tried so hard at something...and then all of a sudden something happens and all your hard work went down the tubes? eww so many times does this happen, and it is so frustrating. Christmas is almost here...and I could puke. BLAAHHH
what would you like for christmas?

I want new jeans and a jacket, because honestly I can't stop shaking I am so cold!!!

I didn't focus on the punctuation on this one.

hold on Ralphie, we've got more on this boat then we can handle.


till next time

Defective

Does this mean I am done for?
A life worth living
With nothing to talk about?
Nothing to clock out in the end
No books to write
Empty lyrics for silent notes
Nothing...
Almost like a rehearsal dinner
For a memorable wedding
Expect my bride and groom never showed up
Does this mean I am over?
A life unplanned at an age
Where my skin is still taut
I am done, I am over, I am dead for
Pack your things and move to another body
Because this one is no good
Fat that can't burn
Lips that won't grow
A waist that won't shrink
And eyes that will never sparkle
With a brain that won't work
Mark me down and put me in the back
With the opened bag of chips and that three legged chair
I am more than junk
But less than a good bargain
What I am is normal and ordinary
Scratch me off, I am out of here...

Maybe

Maybe it was something I did
Or something I said
What ever it is, I don't know how to fix it
Maybe it was fate
Or a mistake overlooked
I apologize for any miscommunication
Erase my markings
I didn't want to do it
Maybe we can just forget it
Please forgive me for all of this damage
It was the last thing I expected
I didn't mean to love you...


I just did and I don't know what to do.