something different

is this what you wanted to say
What you wanted to portray
That I ended up at shipwreck not ready to play
Starring up at the eyes you phase
I gave into your tempting gaze

Original gibberish:

Up until today
Did you worry about your stay
As you caress up into me
Did you feel uncomfortable?
Hopefully I can't recall last may...

Am I everything you wanted?
Something you crave?
Are you addicted?
Like to you I'm fixated
But yet to you this isn't present
Blank to your view but a whole life changed for me
Kiss it away with your presense
Sweet mystery knight of mine

Existing is the best I can do
To the hole you so need filled
Now until forever
You knew more than ever
All colaborated in my head
Sweet farewell to my dreams that dropped dead ;(