Sunday, March 23, 2008

Something Unforgettable


Replaceable, and without reputation
I run to the shore...jump in the sea
hoping you will return to me

now without hesitation
jump to my focus
and I will always help you learn this


I got accepted into an agency yesterday. I am pretty excited. See now I can start working and doing the thing I was born to do, doing the thing that I love. Never found something that I needed to do or I would explode...oh wait I just did. I start monday yip yip yip



He never tried to change me or put me to the side, he just never loved me or stood by my side.

Thursday, March 20, 2008

Ventilation For My Friend

Blood thirsty and awake
No longer can you please me
Kiss this and love that
Doesn't matter to you that I am free

Shackles made from your bare hands
You bind me to the back
Forced me to watch your twisted ways
Love her, rape her, be her
You're no longer someone I lack

I never gave you an invitation
To come fuck up my life
No VIP or special treatment
It's not like I am your wife

When I didn't give you my heart
Why did you replace me so fast
Sleeping with her doesn't make me jealous
I will never take you back

Hopefully you will realize this
Leave me to peace or just alone
I am better than her I always will be
Stop blowing up my phone

Now without hesitation, there's the door
Pack your bags and take this with you
My anger, frustration and your text messages
And run back to her, like you always do

Don't think for a second
She's your way out
Silly boy, for all you run is in circles
In this fucked up love triangle round about

Go, leave, never again will I let
you replace me for Nicolette