blah blah blah

something quite original, something quite insane, never saw it coming no power to stop the rain.


fuck i cant remember the rest...blah blah blah

Sound The Alarm. We're Coming In

STOP MY BREATHING FOR JUST A SECOND
LET ME LIE AWAKE FOR THIS
AREN'T YOU SOMETHING I WANTED
SOMEONE I NEEDED TO KISS


Today I needed some encouragement to get me on my feet. I can never seem to breathe right, sleep right, or accomplish what I need. Today or any day isn't a good day to give up. I always seem to just be hanging by a thread. Do I sew a blanket or cut the cord? I need to want what I think I want. I need to be me and not be scared or not care what you think of me. But unfortunately thats not true for me and all that consumes my thoughts are all the beautiful distractions I see everyday.....damn.

I MISS READING...READ TO ME

YOU THINK A FOOL OF ME
BUT I ALREADY KNOW
ALL THE WAYS YOU DON'T LOVE ME
BUT WE CAN TAKE IT SLOW

NEVER SAW IT COMING
YET SOMEHOW I KNEW
FROM HOW YOU LOOKED ME SQUARE
YOU DON'T NEED ME LIKE I NEED YOU

WANNA GO, LETS GO
LETS TAKE THIS SOMEWHERE ELSE
WANNA LEAVE, THEN LEAVE
I KNEW YOU WERE NEVER GOOD FOR ME

I ALREADY KNOW
ALL THE WAYS YOU USE ME
PLAY ME FOR A FOOL
JUST PROMISE NOT TO LEAVE ME

I WILL NEVER LEAVE YOU
USE ME.....MARRY ME AT LEAST


<3

But Can You?

sometimes it is best to wake up and keep moving. Even when your legs are broken, fix them. Even when your eyes are bleeding, cover them. And even when your heart stops beating you cant stop. Even for a second because when you do the world comes crashing all around you and the last thing you'll do is move. Surrounded by the emotionless and failures, you have no idea where to hide. so you don't. and you regret it. and then you wake up scared and wrecked, and no where to turn. who saves you then when ur drowning in the sea and there is no life guard. I always say that I will change...and I never do. What then?



wtf....do you do then?