should I dare?

I have been doing my blog for a while now. It seems I only get my inspiration to write late at night. I am thinking of bringing my thoughts to videos like those on YouTube... Should I? Readers let me know what audiences tune into nowadays. Should I put my reputation on the line for a potential sucess or an immediate failure? In that case I will become the laughing stock of OC... Why should I care? End of the day I'm supposedly still me right??

Over and out America.

Help me out on this one. :D pleassssseeeee......

something different

is this what you wanted to say
What you wanted to portray
That I ended up at shipwreck not ready to play
Starring up at the eyes you phase
I gave into your tempting gaze

Original gibberish:

Up until today
Did you worry about your stay
As you caress up into me
Did you feel uncomfortable?
Hopefully I can't recall last may...

Am I everything you wanted?
Something you crave?
Are you addicted?
Like to you I'm fixated
But yet to you this isn't present
Blank to your view but a whole life changed for me
Kiss it away with your presense
Sweet mystery knight of mine

Existing is the best I can do
To the hole you so need filled
Now until forever
You knew more than ever
All colaborated in my head
Sweet farewell to my dreams that dropped dead ;(